[ 12/06/11 - 10:18pm est]

So I’m STILL waiting to start this job to work with children, and my goodness these people are like beating around the bush (procrastinating). I don’t understand why you can’t just stick me in a classroom and figure the rest out later.

Some days I feel like it’s so hard to get healthy food in the house (it’s not cheap). I got signed up with food pantry place, so that helps and I’m very thankful for it. I’ve been clipping/printing coupons like a mad man. lol It just sucks after all the bills are payed *booms*- this is whats left for groceries. 

I’m also kind of getting sick. I’ve had one BIG headache happening these past two days.

I’m justing trying not to stress out,give this job one more shot, not get sick, and keep food flowing.

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then the pennies like turned into hay-pennies

and now we’re living on air..

 I try yo tell them we don’t need:

• digital cable, if we have internet 
• or home phone line
• or name brand everything
• and we don’t need paper plates and plastic cups when we have real ones.

So now, well this month is the last month of all our bills being paid: electric,cell phone, water, cable, internet.

Back at our old place they’d choose to stop paying bills like water, and electric. then get a generator.

and I’m just like wtf? this makes no sense! 

If they go green, read a book, or just use the computer for tv we’d be fine.

and maybe when I go to fridge I’d have something to eat beside ramen noodles..

oh and don’t get me wrong I know all about people starving around the world, i’m no where near that, my family just complains about to many things and doesn’t think/shop smart. 

at least I’ll be loosing weight this season..

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